Quickly,

Went running anyway, blame stubborness for once. Bad idea. Wasn't able to eat even half a bowl of soup for dinner, went to bed till I felt better. Now its late and as usual I'm starting to feel okay again, but I feel that the morning will bring the usual return to shittiness.

Dad came home with a flu today too. Its concerning, don't like seeing him ill, hopefully I didn't cause it.

Forgot to mention earlier the FAA managed to give me the wrong address for my background check paperwork. It went to California when it should have gone to Washington. Thankfully folks at both regional offices were helpful and it was taken care of the next day. I'll call Washington tomorrow to make sure everything showed up, or at least to let them know its coming. Maybe convince them to rush my paperwork a bit.

Gotta keep reminding myself someday the good things in life will outweight the bad. Someday.